Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in kenny6446's LiveJournal:

Saturday, December 22nd, 2007
3:29 am	ALIVE! Well well old friend, hello again. Its been 89 weeks...thats a long time...a LONG TIME. If I only KNEW looking at my last post WHERE I'd be in 89 weeks...wow. Lets see, last time we left off, I was going to fly home to see the 'rents because trouble was a-brewin'. Well, they almost divorced. Things were bad. But they got better. Dad got off  the bottle for a bit, Mom found her inner strength.  I came to NYC and moved in with Larry (a wonderful angel sent to me). I sat there in my rut 'til i got a job thanks to Larry at Paul Labrecque Salon & Spa. It was there that I met my boss, Nicholas Senn. ...Nick and I had a rough start, I liked him, I could tell he liked me, but he was stoned-faced and uninterested. Well, we started dating. Things went ok, then they got worse so we called it quits. In that time, Nick and shit-head Jake fooled around and to this day STILL affected by it. I had a freak out, all my friends left me, Pam and I had been on the outs for a while, Coco was MIA (her dad died), that Sarah Watterson girl ended up being a junkie whore and I spent Christmas alone, crying with some wine...poor me. ....In the new year (we're in 2007 now folks) Nick and I patched things up and had a WONDERFUL life together. Healthy, fun, honest, loving. He really changes as a person! Pam finally got the show up we had been working on in April in the form of a staged reading. She invited me after not speaking for a while and we were back to before! We put the show up for REAL in September. Nick meanwhile, was very sick, like over and over again...you know, never REALLY healing from the first time, so it'd come back and make him worse than before. Poor baby! =( He proposed to me in August with a beautiful ring from Tiffany's...he took me on the roof next to the Empire State Building at Sunset. I said yes. We moved in together about 2 months before the proposal. We did the show at Bleecker Street Theatre. It was SOO fun and did well, even though the producer flaked and is now going to court. I went through jobs like water (like I always seem to do). Nick and I bought a bed, we loved each other soo much. I started at a new Luxury Hotel called "The Duane Street Hotel" and was fired when i got the stomach flu on Halloween (terrible night). I'd made a new friend at this point Michael James Roy (MJR for short), who I thought was going to be one of my really good friends. Well, he ended up like the rest of the fags from L.A. PUMPED FULL OF DRAMA. Really sucks too...i really liked him. I DID meet a new friend Kristopher Monroe, who is a great pal of mine. =) I think he's gonna be around. We just seem to click. And a love virgos =). Well, now we are in the present. Nick and I JUST broke up the night before. Both of us are heart broken. I'm sitting here high as a kite needing to get this emotion out. So here I am. at 4a.m. I have work at New World Stages tomorrow at 10 ALL DAY! and then I leave for Cali on Sunday. This is the hardest thing I've yet to face in my life emotionally. I love him SO much and cant bear to live without him, but i know we cant be together now...he's my best friend. What to do. I cant sleep, i'm shaky, i'm high, i'm crying, i'm homeless, but I somehow know its all gonna be alright. TO ALL THAT HAVE LOVED AND LOST - IT IS BETTER. K~ Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
10:43 am	hhhhmmmmmmmmm... So Michael and I saw Sweeney Todd...and it was FANTASTIC!!! 5 row CENTER BITCHES!!!! AND went back stage..I love my love!!!! We then went out to dinner with Christin and then her and I went to drinks...Mike went home. I called Sarah Ayotte and she told me something was wrong with my family...so I called..and something was definatly wrong..Val was out of piano and voice and Mom was yelly and stand-offish...so i called my friend Stephen and asked him if he could get me a flight back to cali...and he did...first class and it was free! He is TOO good to me!! (Love) So now on Saturday, when Michael leaves...so do I! Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
10:31 am	YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Michael Ferrera came out to NYC today!!!!! =) We have SUCH a good time together...I really do love him...but I think we are just to far apart in age...sigh. Well...we saw a show...ThreePennyOpera...Terrible...but it had an all-star cast/ Cyndi Laper, Alan Cumming, Ana Gasteyer, Jim Dale and others....I was AWESOME to see them live in person and SO close!!! I really think I want to remake that musical...the story is great (Mac the knife!) but the script is just SO SLOW!!!!!!!!!!! BBBBAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I think its a great idea...more to come. =0) OH! And I'm staying with Michael in his friends apartment (he's a magazine editor-in-chief) and this place is CRAZY big and beautiful!!!!!!!! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 26th, 2006
10:21 am	Oopps!!!!!!!!!! So...sometime during this month i met an AMAZING girl named Sarah Watterson! She is just the bees-knees!!! I think I might have found someone to fill the void of my now absent best-friend! I met her at McCoys... her gay roommate Mike, invited me and the gils to a themed party "guilty pleasures". So we dressed up..me as a coke head, Christin a pill-popper and Pam a cutter...lol We had a great time...though the only ones drees up...and partied 'til dawn....i then spent the next three days with Sarah and her friends...Eric and Brian (and others). What a fun week....but feeling drained. Current Mood: discontent (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
3:16 am	Bye Bye Birdy So Coco is gone....sad day! And we ALL stayed up to get the kids into a cab and to the Airport! So...hmm...lets see....slept all day, drank all night...I never pay my drinks though...can't right now...I have good friends! Still depressed..... Current Mood: geeky (Comment on this)
Friday, March 24th, 2006
3:11 am	Hanging out!!!! Had a nice day...just kinda hung out...had some sex...like always...the chil'ens is leaving tomorrow and they went to go see rent....pam and I went to help Coco....she is leaving tomorrow as well....so we are helping her stay up and pack!!!! Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
3:02 am	GGGrrrrrrrr!!!!!! AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Just had a STUPID fight with little know-it-all-fuck-head Jake over a stupid lie he told. Lies are BULLSHIT. Especially when they're 16 year old lies...whatever...just writing a song...keep writing....keep writing....grrrr Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
1:56 am	Field Trip Well, I took the kids out and about today...had a great time.....walked all OVER the city...Columbus Cirlce, Central Park, Times Square, Grand Central, the villages.....got tired and went home..they went out to a show and I stayed home...felt depressed again...still low...it'll end soon...I hope. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 19th, 2006
1:53 am	The new week.....and life?????? So Jake is a bit of a handful (but I'll admit, he's A LOT like I was at his age!!!!) His friend is a bit quite, but cool. Not much of a day today..just hang around and went out and drank. Peace out...... Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 18th, 2006
4:37 am	Moving Day!!!!! I moved today.....and it was relativley painless...Christin's Mama 9Mickey) helped me with the car...haha Pam and I had to lift all my shit up into the loft...haha it wasa some funny shit!!!! Christin's cousin Jake-a big mo-and 16 mind you and his friend Laurie came into town and are staying with us...Joanna and her friend are coming tomorrow......hmmm....So now I'm on the upper west side! 75th and Amsterdam!!!!!!!!!! Yes! This gonna be great! Current Mood: relieved (Comment on this)
Friday, March 17th, 2006
2:35 am	St, Paddy's????? Well...I slept 'til noon today...then I laid around for a bit...and then laid around some more...lol! candice went to an audition...when she came home...we went to A.E. and shopped (always helps you feel better) for a St. Patrick's Day outfit! I got new shoes (white with green trim!) a green hat and a cool reversable shirt! We had some dinner-luch-thing at Wendy's and then popped back home. I showered and cleaned myself out for some sex...it was GREAT!!! Then met Pam and Candice back at my place and got ready to go. We went to McCoy's bar, where we met chrisin and Sissie, and proceeded to get smashed...the girls (Pam and Coco) wanted to get with the Bar tenders and flirted ALL night long to NO avail....very sad...=( We took turns getting Pizza and then drank some more. Then Coco, Pam and I went to Renaissance, where Michael was working and was aloof...AGAIN. We ate and i got put in a bad mood by mister big stuff all the while being harassed by some vrazy mixed kids.....anyways...I got pissed off, walked the girls back to the bar, ran cross the street to get Christin smokes, got my coat, bid the gang ado, the left....and now I'm home.....and that was my day. Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 11th, 2006
10:16 pm	So today was CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I stayed up all night and and them met Michael Martin who lives in Jackson Heights-Queens. He was done at 6 in the morn' but we had to do like a MILLION things first before sleep...we went to a couple money order places-a Mickey D's-the barber....and then home for a quick joint (him only) and a nice chatt with his ex-Step-mother-thing (Carmen-sweety-pie!!!!) and then we crashed. He crashed hard having been a bit under the weather....so he snored LOUD!!!!!! I got over it-making him roll over and turning up the TV-I was sleeping on the floor. I got like 7 calls (of course-the one day I don't want them!!) so I got up at some point...2:30ish???? and checked them to find my old high school buddy Steven Martinez (the only other white Martinez I have ever met sans my family) was in town for the night-he works for an airline-and he was in Queens like 10 minutes from Michaels....so I hop wake up Michael-suck him off-kiss him and tell him I care about him and walk out the door to meet Stevie! I got off the train in this Random part of DEEP Queens and walked to the Ramada Hotel to meet Steven-room 614 I believe! Once there I HAD to shower so I did...then I drank so free airliner Chardaney and got loose. We then proceeded to slowly creep towards the city for dinner...place of choice? Cafeteria!!!!! Sweet-talked the hostess to get us sat early-had a HOTT waiter-got GREAT tips on getting a job there (the place is ALWAYS HOPPIN') and had a fantastic time. Afterwards...we went back to CoCo's (Candice's) where Steven and she met and fell in love...well-plutonicly-Stevie's a mo. Coco was complaining but food-so off to the dinner (where Michael works) to eat...again (I know, a fattie). Michael compted the meal and we had a ball. Steve went back to the hotel and Coco and I went home to sleep!!!!! Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Friday, March 10th, 2006
11:56 am	Don't tell me how to live!!!!!!! Ok so Friday was a great day!!!! kinda... Pam and i went to go look at the apartment we were going to rent (the one from kelly) and we hated it! The place wasent so bad...but the area....wow ONLY white people in a 50 block radius, which would make sense seeing asits Harlem. As we walked 15 blocksto find a cab we were stared and guated at at pam had her tits commented on by a 13 year old as well....needless to say, we bailed. Next we taxied over to the lower upper east side to Alice's Tea Cup-where we had a lovely lunch with Candice Oden. I had a crazy sandwich with warm herbed goat cheese, apples and chicken...AMAZING!!!! (BTW it was 75 degrees today!!!!! In winter, in NYC!!!!!!!) After that we went to Linda's Bra Shoppe and the girls got HUGE discounts on there bras.....yay for...me..? Candice went home afterwards and Pam and I went back to Willysburg to get dressed for a party. I was in Brooklyn as well so we didnt have far to go!!!! Went had free booze and stumbled to the subway to head for Manhattan....when we got off to transfer Pam almost pissed herself...luckily the po-po station saved her (us) and off we went for drunk food. We went to Renaissance Diner half a block from my house where Michael...a guy I was seeing for a while works.....(more on HIM later) I asked my parents for money to help out and they said YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I parted ways from Pam after that and Sat a talked with Michael for a few and we are gonna hang out on Saturday.....SO that means I have to but back at the diner by 6:00A.M....I don't think I've seem 6a.m. since moving here haHA!!! So now I am awaiting the sunrise...... Til we meet again..... Current Mood: enthralled (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
10:04 pm	Dontcha wanna be? Today was a rather unproductive day....sat around and looked on craigslist for work, watched TV and eventually got up and showered and dressed myself to go meet Christin on the UWS for a late luch/dinner...the only food I've had today...hah. So after food (at this cute little diner) we walked over to Filene's Basement and "shopped". I really just watched...got bored rather quickly...hate that kind of store..so I called Pam-left and met her back at my apartment (after I got some booty 'round the corner)...=)...So here we are now...sitting in "my room" in midtown and playing the piano (thanks dad) and hanging out...hungry and poor! AH the life of young artists in New York City..its tight and hard..but there is NO place I'd rather be... Thats all for now! Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
1:06 pm	BUT ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday my life changed...for the better I hope?????? yesterday I went to work, after being forbidden to go for the weekend after being late on Staurday, and we greeted with a pink slip-thats right! I got fired!!! I've never been fired from anything before...and it sucks. I left wrok (well, my old job) and went home. When I got there I sat down on my bed (Tiffany's Bed) and started shaking-REALLY shaking...never done that before..SO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I go online and try to find a boy to drown my sorrows in. I start talking to some of my friends online and they try to cheer me up-and it works...haha. One friend-Chris-is going to let me stay at his house, yes HOUSE right in Long Island City-thats Right across the bridge in Queens. I have like 7 trains 2 blocks from my house. I called my future roommates and asked them if they could hold on anothermonth...and it seems to be way betterfor both of them. Kelly said she could keep the apartment for us too!!! All I need is a good job now. It'll come. Kelly works for a casting agencey and she told me to come down today ortomorrow-because they are auditioning for representaion...so we will see. We will SEE!! Things'll get better. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
1:49 pm	...Like an unexpected song... Well, today is NOT what I had in mind...I got up early (from a tricks house-VERY nice place got some great ideas!) and got ready for work (which I was forbidden to go to yesterday). I looked great, clean shaven, white starched shirt, hot tight charcoal pants, shinny black shoes and fierce hair ( for those of you that don't know me, I NEVER do my hair). I get down there early and get myself and my boss some coffee (the way he likes it) and take it to the door. I ring the bell *bing-bong* and instead of just letting me in-he walks to the door and opens it a bit and says I not working today...he is just CRAZY- he cuts his own throat...so after a good 10 minutes od debate he still doesn't let me work-so I had him his coffee and tell him to have a good day...jerk- I am NEVER gonna hear the end of it next week. So I am now sitting at my old roommates salon on the eastside-I walked across the island because it is B-E-A-utiful today... So here I am....is anything good EVER gonna be written down here????? lol  THOUGHT OF THE MONTH:                                                                  "March is in like a lion, out like a lamb." Current Mood: listless (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 4th, 2006
10:36 pm	blah yuck (Comment on this)
10:21 pm	SHE FEELS TWITCHY, AND BITCHY, AND MANIC So.....WOW...what a day...It just wasent a good day. So I go to a small house party, more like gathering really-bring two bottles of nice wine, and a pizza! Meet REALLy for the first time RSO and find out he's a bottom.....course. So we split a cab home...in bed by 2:30 for work the next day......and then the tragdey happened. I'm staying with Candice right now. I use my phone as my alarm clock-and shut it off to sleep twice. Thrid time......oh wait no third time...it was noon. FUCK! Late for work and its only one boss at the store...so I dont even shower hop out of bed and dress and down the four flights calling the B-man on the way. He yells at me and tells me not o come in! WTF?!?!?! I argue with him over me coming INTO work...I would have been there in 10 minutes ( I think he still thinks it takes me 30 minutes to get to work. NOT IN BROOKLYN ANYMORE)...geez. So I dont go..he's pissed, I feel sick-what to do... Go to breakfast with Candice....and we do, after circling the 12 degree city...damnit Candice! Silverdollar pancakes it is! So then I venture to the UWS to see Kelly and the kids (Sabrina and Antonia) and have a blast. We go back to their house and I check ma e-mail and find out a guy I barebacked (stupid) with is HIV+ FUCK AGAIN! So now I have to go get tested...I think I'll be fine...hoping. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got the apartment thing settled...but have to shell out 1,200 dollars to get started ANOTHER FUCK AGAIN FUCK FUCK..........geez. Now I am home.....and just done.. Hope tomorrow is better Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Friday, March 3rd, 2006
7:23 pm	Love is Your LEGS!!!!!!!! So...its Friday...and usually my day off. BUT, of course thats not the case this week, the week I need a weekend more than anything (to see the apartment I am going to rent). Two of the four of us that work here are off in Paris (lucky fucks) for "work" and that means I'm stuck here for two solid weeks...yay...(yay meaning shot me in the face). I was suppose to go to Pams tonight to hang out and re-meet RSO (Ryan Scott Oliver) and master composer (incidentlly a major hottie as well) but seeing as she is in Williamsburg, and its Friday, and the L is shutting down, and I have to work this weekend, I'm not going. Or so see thinks...I'm going to show up, fashionably late and hopefully have a blast with all of my new found friends! Thinking or stopping by on the way and scoring some booze... My turn to buy me thinks... Its butt-fuck cold outside...like.....8??? Hope I survive! Wish me luck... Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
4:27 pm	Hello Hello Hello! So...This is LiveJournal huh? ...cool. =) This is probably the WORST time to start one of these...but I think this is good way to get the pent-up feelings out. For those of you that don't know, I'm a Riverside/Burbank, CA transplant to NYC. I am currently squatting in Hells Kitchen (HK) with ma gurl (lol) Candice Odin, such a lovely girl, until I can move into the appartment that is waiting for me on the UWS-(thats Upper West Side to you west coaster)but there is DRAMA- Set-up: Kelly-friend of mine from Cali that is a live in nanny for a rich family that has offered one of their extra brownstones for me and friends to live in. Sounds great no? So wheres the problem? Right here. kelly told me the appartment is 4 bedrooms...well its not, so now one person is out (Aubrey)...unless I share a room, and I don't, but I can't leave them out in the cold, and its not my fault-and the other girl (Roya, sweetie-princess) is in school and has a student lifestyle and her and I and my best friend (Pam) are almost being FORCED to live together. Pam, Aubrey and myself have very similar lifestyles and would be perfect to live together. Royas is completely different. Maybe we could get her the other 3 bedroom below and have and her friends live in it....I dont know...NOT a fun place to be in....wish me luck. Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)